Concerning my last journal post, I've been having quite the difficult time on resolution numero dos--that being to doodle at least once per day to sharpen skills and heighten activity on this page. Sadly, it seems that I've lacked, err, "proper" inspiration as I have completely seem to have lost motivation to draw or doodle in the slightest. And anything I currently produce is not up to par with my earlier works.
However, there seems to be more to it.
For those who may not have known, (pertaining to no one at all haha.) you can safely assume that I mainly draw anime. While this certainly is true, I also have a knack into drawing realism and appear to handle it much better than anime. However, I also seem to have a whacky pattern concerning the two...once I feel that I am "sucking" at one of the two styles, it's a red flag indicating that I should focus on the other and thus I draw the other awfully well (In my case) and vice versa.
As odd as that may sound, this is exactly what seems to be happening at this very moment. I cannot, for the life of me, draw a single, simple anime figure the way I wish. So now I find myself focusing on realism. (Though it may most likely meader into blending both styles. You know--anime realism!) But, as stated before, I lack inspiration, and by finding some I believe I will have to just go with the flow and follow what I currently wish to do.
And so, as a fair warning, I would like to say that I may or may not be submitting some crap from this point on in order to up my ante to it's original level.
I dearly hope this doesn't bewilder or annoy anyone, so I hope some may look forward to it!
Randomness of the Day: I would like to promote two classmates of mine and in their amazing work! I seriously admire the both of them to the point of biting my thumbnail in lieu of just viewing thier art pieces! Cheers to the both of them!
Also, psst this video project is amazing.
I am in the mood of a complete wig-out since I have the oppertunity to send a message/freely talk to two of my idols and I don't know how but I did my best with one and I just know I'll die once I get a reply oh man it's been awhile since I've had this feeling!
EDIT: FOR GOD'S SAKE I'M TRYING TO UPDATE THAT GODFORSAKEN BLOG, AND AS MUCH AS I WANT TO UPDATE WITH SOMETHING NEW, ALL THE NEW STUFF IS SMUT I'VE HAD ENOUGH.